In "A Merger with the Past," I delve into the profound influence of my childhood environment, one that unfolded in close proximity to a junkyard. Here, my fascination with a water tanker truck emerged, a vehicle that once provided an essential lifeline to the community but now sits in a state of disrepair and disuse. 

As an adult navigating the path of a career in the world of art, I often find myself relating to the immobility of that old truck. Just like that once-potent vehicle now lacking the engine to propel it forward, there are moments in life when I, too, feel stuck despite possessing a wealth of potential and resources to offer the world. In this painting, I place myself in the shoes of those dormant cars within the junkyard. I seek to capture a state of mind that's in constant flux, one that's far from final.

It embodies the feeling of being caught in the intricate web of life's complexities and the looming uncertainty of what tomorrow holds. This piece reflects the very essence of our human condition, where we may find ourselves mired in the bewildering aspects of existence, yet our gaze remains firmly fixed on our aspirations. We stand at the crossroads, yearning to look back on these moments and witness the progress we've made from our current vantage point.